Red light on the router again today but unlike last week I was already feeling disconnected even when it was green.
Last few days I’ve been floating through my waking hours.
Distinct feelings of being an external observer of what my flesh is doing.
An all over numbness. Very disconcerting.
In the back of my mind, even whilst typing this, is how easily I could just drift away, take my foot of the gas and just coast downhill.
I won’t. The front of my mind is already searching for anchors somewhere firm to tether onto.
Meanwhile I float.
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